Saturday, October 23, 2010

A VOYAGE INWARD

A look at the sky in the night  makes us  wonder in awe as we behold the beginingless endless space  around us. We  drill a  hole  into the earth till its  other end  and we see space and stars on the other side. So where does my being fit in  in this grand picture ? we feel humbled  by our size and our limited intelligence. But then the intelligence is not limited.

We all liked the TV serial ‘ Startrek ‘  and the space ship named ‘ Enterprise ‘.Let  us  imagine we are into a similar quest for meaning. And here we goooooo.

It is general knowledge that  the  integration of  the five  natural  elements  viz; space, air, fire, water and earth  leads to formation of the human  body. Let it be any human body from any faith or religion or group. The body disintegrates later naturally at old age and  merges  back  into the five elements. So in between birth and death of the body it is exposed to many good and bad situations as per the whims and   fancies   of   a  Mind  associated with it. Before that when we examine the constitution of the mind it can be experienced by  all  that  mind is the nature of consciousness in general. Again the Mind can be divided into   four   parts  when  we go to the root of it.  viz; indecision, decision,  the feeling of  ‘ I ’,   and the Memory.

Sree Ramana  Maharshi says that the Mind does not exist. Because when we search for it  it vanishes and becomes one with the ‘ I ‘.  In general  when we search for the mind the ‘I ‘ in us rises and says the mind has brought you to me . It no longer exists, it has now become ‘ I ‘. ‘ I ‘ am the self. By what means this search  for the ‘ I ‘  is made ?  He says let your mind search for the feeling of  ‘ I ‘. For this we have to  draw our attention inward and search keenly with the mind where from this feeling of  ‘ I ‘ rises within us. This requires practice in the beginning since we may be sidelined  by various miscellaneous thoughts rising from within and taking us away from the main pursuit. Sree Ramana  comes here to our rescue by saying that  at this juncture hold on dearly to this ‘ I ‘ thought  since it is the core of all the thoughts.  The  ‘I ‘ thought being the core central powerful thought from where all other thoughts rise, holding on to this ‘ I ‘  thought makes all other sundry thoughts dissolve into the vast vortex of the  ‘I ‘  thought till the ‘ I  ‘ thought becomes the only shining thought and you identify with that. At this point you will  see the ‘ I ‘ thought alone vibrating  in absolute silence in the absence of all other thoughts. This is the beginning of an end  for all of us when meaning of life starts unfolding at the various stages of our pursuit for identity.

Unless and until we come to absolute clarity to the nature of our true identity  our identity keeps changing from one to another  as  is forced upon us by our fragmented mind at it’s whims and fancies and we remain in ever changing  newer  identities .

Here we are able to understand the  nature  of  the  body  and  the  mind  in  a nutshell. There is ample scope for going further deep down  into  the origin of the elements and the source from where creation started naturally. But at this stage it  is  not  necessary  to  dwell  into  it  as our curiosity has its ways of taking us there at the appropriate time and if necessary.

The Bee in our Bonnet is still lingering and takes us back to square one. That is, the thought  “ where do the ‘ I ‘  reside  in me ?  or rather ‘ Who am ‘I’ ?  The mind  is understood to be in the form of consciousness and the source of  this curiosity originates from there. Then is the mind the so called ‘ I ‘ ? It is the mind asking this question. Hence naturally the mind cannot be the ‘ I ‘. If that is so  it won’t be putting forth this question at all. It will know itself and will be silent. Need a man or woman   say always  ‘I am a man’ or  ‘I  am a woman’   because he or she  is a  human  being ?  The ‘ I ‘ has no doubt as to its existence and  it  shines as it is. But the mind  has  the doubt  and the question.

So let us make use of the mind to search  for the  ‘ I ‘ thought. The path for this is a direct one bypassing all the other hitherto followed procedures   religious, spiritual and or  philosophical  ones. And it is hence called the Direct path by the  Maharshi.

Hence no wonder it is a very unique secular subject embracing and over riding all philosophical pursuits hitherto made in search of  identity. It is beyond religion, color, creed  and  society  and embraces the citizen of the universe, leave alone our own humanity.

The Govt. of India  found  the practice of ‘ Self  Enquiry ‘ as advocated by  Sree Ramana Maharshi  as a most fitting secular method   for practice by our contemporary society taking into consideration the   innumerable religions, faiths, languages, spiritual pursuits etc; prevalent in  our Indian society. Be it for the layman or the ruler it takes one into an inner journey to peace, meaning and goal of life.The Govt. has made the subject ‘ Self Enquiry ‘ and has approved and recommended  it as a Human Resources Development  concept. A postal stamp was also released by the Govt. to mark this occasion a few years back. Also the Govt of India conducted an International Seminar  on the subject in Bangalore  and the Ramana Maharshi Centre for Learning, Bangalore was entrusted with the organizing of the whole  event.

Sree Ramana calls  for the development of  inwardness  in us, first of  all. Looking into us. Or how to focus one’s attention inward ?


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

what's the exact position of our Milky way Galaxy in the Space ?

Can u guess ? no ? so we can't fix it anywhere in the vast space..we can fix all our concepts nicely compartmentalised in our mind ..
But my  'mind' cannot be given any fixed  location  in  'me'....leave alone the  ' ME ' or  the  ' I '....
' I 'cant locate it's exact position...
' I '  is  with me but ' I ' dont know where to locate the ' I ' in me...
Then ' I " think ' I ' am my body..but then who says ' I ' ? the sound coming out of my mouth.. ' I ' think so..
But is it not the air from the lungs and the vocal chords and the tounge and the lips together working  to produce the sound ' I ' ?
And why should they work together at all to produce the sound ' I '  ?
Well..we always let our  curiosity trail off at  this point of our  question...and go for a cup of coffee or tea and buiscuits..
So the question still remains unanswered...
WHO AM ' I '  ?